When I left the agency, I sat up my own business selling sex toys on line. I knew that there was a market for quality sex toys so that is what I have focused on doing. The business is going really well and I have even met a nice guy. The only problem is that he does not have as much money as I do.
Money is important, but I never used to think that I would find myself worrying about my situation. I now know how many of the gents that I used to date at Debden escorts of https://charlotteaction.org/debden-escorts used to feel. They liked many of the girls that they met at the agency but were worried about starting a relationship. After all, most of the girls who worked for the agency did not have as much money as they did. Now it seems that the show is on the other foot.
I have not told my boyfriend that a lot of money came from Debden escorts. He is still a bit taken back that I am running my own sex toys business. If we stay together, I will indeed consider telling him some time in the future. At the moment my immediate concern is about our relationship. I am concerned that he is with me just because I have more money than he does. He does like to pay for meals out, but I have also noticed that I end up paying for a lot of stuff.
One of the girls at Debden escorts has suggested that I tell my boyfriend that we could go Dutch. That would soon sort of who is in control. The problem is that I am very busy and I like to eat in. Cooking at home is okay, but fitting it in is a different matter. That is why I very often like to eat out. Even when my boyfriend is not around, I like to eat out. Going Dutch may not be the ideal solution for us as my life is so much about convenience as well.
To be honest, he has never asked me for anything. He gives me great sex and I keep on wondering if he puts extra effort into it. So far he has not said that he loves me. In many ways I am glad about that. I am just totally unsure about our relationship and do not know what to do. I like the guy but it does worry me to let him completely into my life. When I worked for Debden escorts I had heard about so many gents that ended up being fleeced by young girls they met in bars and places like that. It did used to upset them and I would not want to end up in a situation like that at all. It would be so nice if he just wanted me for who I am.